10 April 2020 @ 03:55 pm
LJ recently moved it's servers to Russia and changed it's Terms of Service. There's an article on Gizmodo here and on another site here. I've had some people ask if we are going to move the Comm to another site. At the moment, no we don't. But I wanted to get opinions on the matter.

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10 April 2020 @ 03:55 pm
LJ recently moved it's servers to Russia and changed it's Terms of Service. There's an article on Gizmodo here and on another site here. I've had some people ask if we are going to move the Comm to another site. At the moment, no we don't. But I wanted to get opinions on the matter.

[Poll #2066125]
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22 September 2017 @ 02:14 am
Hi again!! So im looking for a fic that I’Ve read on ff.com i i dont remember much but what i do remember is that marry’s parents were alive and they didnt bother with dean because he was born weak so marry cut them out of her life and the boys and john meet her father(after her death) at her gravestone and her father wanted to mend things with the boys but john refused as he rejected his son before and then john told sam why he refused but didn’t tell dean ,marry’s mother was a ‘lady’ and didnt want dean to embarrass her and i remeber a scene where yellow eyed demon found the boys and john and marry’s father was with them at bobby’s (p.s marry and her father weren’t hunters)
 
 
20 September 2017 @ 03:29 pm
Hello, everybody!! Could you, please, help me find:

1. Car accident fic. In this one, Jared and Jensen are fighting and Jensen leaves. It is storming (I think) and he crashes his car like two minutes after he left. Jared hears the crash, goes out and sees its Jensen and tries to save him. I remember Jared getting injuried because of broken glass on the road.

2. Any Non-AU fics told in Jensen POV foccusing on Jared's depression. Like how does he feels about it and how he wants to help/helps Jared. Bonus points if the fic goes deep and aligns to the descriptions of the past few years Jared gave on his chapter in "Family dont end with blood".

3. Break-up and make-up fics. I am looking for ones in which the guys break up and Jensen does serious groveling to get Jared back.

4. Jared helping Jensen get over a bad break and the two of them getting together later on.

5. Possessive! Jealous! Jensen.

6. Fics in which Jensen wants to get it on with Jared but doesnt because he thinks the sex will be super vanilla due to Jared's puppy!dog personality. Later they get together and Jared does surprise him in the kink department.
 
 
19 September 2017 @ 12:14 am
Hey all. I'm searching for Wincest fics based on episode 10x03 that have demon!Dean. In the end being cured is alright but I'd prefer if the focus on the story was on Demon!Dean.

Thank you!
 
 
18 September 2017 @ 11:19 am
Hello, I was hoping someone might have the podfic of "Red" by big_pink (Big Pink) saved and do not mind to share access to it. It's not back on the audiofic archive and I looked on other pages where the link to it had been posted. I loved the fic and would love to listen to the podfic version of it.
Thank you very much in advance.
 
 
Hello everyone!

I'm looking for the fic Nature is an Evil Bitch, or How Jared Learned to Stop Worrying and Let His Freak Flag Fly by MaryRoyale.
It looks like it's been deleted. I've looked through the list of deleted fics and haven't found it. Is there a PDF somewhere? I'd love to read it again, if the author isn't against it :)

Thanks for the help!!
 
 
18 September 2017 @ 03:19 am
The fic I'm looking for is a specific J2 fic in which because of his size, everyone assumes that Jared is aggressive in bed. Jensen meets Jared at a bar I think and instantly knows that Jared is submissive. I remember a part where it says something about people expecting Jared to be all roar and instead he's like meow. Sorry if I missed a tag or messed up on them. I did this from my phone and did my best. Thanks for your help!
 
 
17 September 2017 @ 11:20 pm
I'm looking for what I believe are two different stories. They may belong to the same verse, but I'm not sure since it's been a while since I've read them.

The first one, either Sam or Dean is a vampire (I think Dean). I remember a scene at a factory/building near some woods, and the vampire falls in a pit and is burned. The other believes he is dead only to find him barely alive by the car.

The second story, the only thing I really remember is Sam being turned into a vampire, and Dean takes Sam underground until he's fully turned. Somehow, John comes into play...and someone is possibly hunting for Dean and Sam.

And lastly, a general request. I'm looking for any Sam/Dean stories where Dean is unfaithful to Sam.
 
 
17 September 2017 @ 05:01 pm
I was wondering if anyone had written this kind of fic. Castiel has fallen and has been close to human several times. In one case he even forgot who he was and married a human woman. What would happen if during one of those times he was to father a child? Perhaps one he didn't know about. Are there any fanfictions out there that explore the storyline? No hatchlings, baby angels,please. Looking for a story with a child that is close to human but not quite, maybe a powered down nephilim. Destiel a bonus. Double bonus points if Dean finds the kid after the apparent "death" of Cas. Thanks.
 
 
17 September 2017 @ 04:35 pm
Can anyone rec some fics where one J is a manservant/valet or butler to the other? Something with an historical flavor and Top Jared is preferred.

Thanks in advance.
 
 
17 September 2017 @ 01:31 am
Razielim recently deleted all her AO3 Dean/Crowley fics and I was wondering if anyone has them saved and doesn't mind sharing.

I remember there were two in particular that I absolutely loved, one short fic called drunk dialing, and a longer one where Dean and Crowley get married after Dean was turned into a Knight of hell/demon (cue Dean in a wedding dress) and they consummate their marriage (it was part of a long series with tens of fics).

If you've got them in PDF/word and there's no ban that we know of from the original author, please share?

Pairing: Dean/Crowley
Rating: explicit
Author: razielim
Last seen on: Archive of Our Own

Thanks a million!

Xx

#DeanWinchester #Crowley #smut #explicit
 
 
17 September 2017 @ 12:48 am
Parent/Child Incest I read a fic awhile ago featuring younger possible alpha dean/Jensen as son while omega Sam/Jared as father/mother I cant remember name but do know it was finished multi chapter ed and Sam had a baby in the end.Sam's husband was neglectful and abusive to him.
 
 
16 September 2017 @ 08:43 am
I'm looking for fics where Garth is a major character or plays a significant role. I prefer Dean centric stories that are long and complete but any recs are welcome.

Thank you.
 
 
14 September 2017 @ 08:58 pm
Hi! I'm looking for a story that I swear I saved, nut now can't find. Jared was a social worker I think and he wanted to live somewhere quiet, out of the city. His friend points him in the direction of an island where Jensen has a ranch with horses. For some reason I think that Jensen was not social, he just wanted to be left alone, but I could be mixing that up with another story. Anyways, the J's end up together. And that is all I remember.
help please?

also any other stories please where Jared and Jensen are not actors, they have some sort of job similar to the above story, social worker, ranch owner, ect. I am partial to top!Jared

Thanks in advance.
 
 
Hi I'm looking for a fic where Dean is the CEO of a chain of auto repair shops (that are nationally known if I recall correctly). He also works on the floor sometimes as a mechanic. It´s a destiel fic where Castiel and Dean don´t like each other at first. I also remember some sort of a mix-up with Dean thinking Cas is married because when he dropped his car of he had a someone with him.
 
 
 
13 September 2017 @ 08:36 pm
Hi guys,

Looked everywhere and can't find these; I THINK the first one was "I'm not Giving Up (I'm Just Giving In)," can't remember the second. In the first Sam has a brain tumor and Dean wants to heal him, but he's resigned. Sam finds a cabin they go to; at the end, he falls in the shower and loses his ability to speak.

In the second, Cas visits so Dean can leave the much sicker Sam to take a shower. Cas sits with him.

They MAY be by Beckalooby, but I can't remember, and also have searched her new journal and the old posts and have had no luck. Pleae help!
 
 

1. I read a fic probably written during Season 1-3 where Dean had been raped by a group of men and it was mainly from Sam and John's point of view. I remember the beginning of the fic being out of Sam's journal. He's worried about his brother since Dean won't talk about it. John ends up showing up, notices something is wrong, and finds out. I know Dean locks himself in the bathroom and John encourages him to open the door, then comforts him. They recuperate at Missouri's. I think Dean tries to kill himself at one point, and possibly tracks down the attackers later on. There's a sequel, but I never got to finish it. It was gen fic with good!John and it was on FF.Net.

2. Any fics where either of the boys are recovering from abuse trauma? I'm not a wincest fan, but like gen, Destiel, and Saileen.

Thanks!

 
 
I'd be eternally grateful if someone can point me to the new link ofor provide a pdf fora short fic that was previously available on LJ, then it vanished along with the entire LJ account.

Here are the details of said fic:

Title: A Gentle Cupping of Trust
Author: kaasknot.
Rating: NC-17.
Pairing/Characters: Sam/Dean
Kink: Oral, scent-kink, cock-worship, comfort/safety

I already checked the deleted/purged journals post here and I couldn't find it. I'm wondering if it's posted somewhere else now or under a new username.

If it's not available for whatever reason (no other copies online or pdfs) or if the author decided they don't want it shared anymore, can you please recommend something similar with the same pairing and kinks? Thank you!

Love,
JL

#Sam/Dean #Oral #scent-kink #cock-worship #trust-kink #comfort #safety